Whisper into my ear, softer than the wind, but louder than my heartbeat.

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 07:22:29 GMT

new account. find it if you really care?

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 04:12:24 GMT

If anyone works at the gap/knows someone who does

go and comment tasteslikedeath
or email her, musicorthemiseryx@hotmail.com

:)

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 05:16:30 GMT

I think I am going to take up like ballroom/latin dancing, or something constructive, that might help me get back in shape. I mean I'm eating very very healthy now. So Thats a pro.

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 05:14:48 GMT

Everyone in the world is sick. Lets just hope i stay healthy.

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 05:13:15 GMT

guess what. chicken butt! oh burn. so this weekend i did like nothing except shop and watch movies. i bought some shoes. some "black thai silk ballerina style flats" i love them. I watched elizabethtown. That movie, wow i hate it and love it at the same time. It made me laugh and it made me teary-eyed. i also bought a movie called dying young. it was made in 1991 and it stars julia roberts. It is about a woman who looks for a job and she goes to this place and she has to help a 28 year old man who has lukemia. It was SOSOSOSOSOSO sad. I like bawled. I bought my brother a blocker, a catcher and a chest protector on my visa today. 800 dollars worth. I love the hot guys and awesome clothes/shoes at royal sports. vive le sportsplaces. Tonight i talked ot mattie saurrete. i think thats how you spell his last name. hes now hired as my personal man whore. Because I'm just that sweet. ha. vive les hommes.

My Shoes^

Me, Amy and Gemma. At the dance. On the 16th.

Gizmo. My Kitty. He think I'm an idiot.

Amy, Melissa, Jolene, Gem, Kim, Me, Mel!
<< Mat my ...whore friend. Hi Mattie.

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 04:46:02 GMT

Guess what! Apparently Peope in Europe steal peoples passports and they take their identity. Now I really want to go there. And they said we have to wear these fannypack type things UNDER our shirts. EW! FUGLY. And our luggage has a veyr good chance of being lost. I really want to go on this trip. NOT!

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 22:11:12 GMT

So I'm kind of thinking I want to take Comp English, Pre-Calc and History 30S for main courses. For electives I think I am taking French, Choral, Drama, Chemistry, and Peer Assistance. We'll see. I still have a while to decide.

Today we had, well, we had an open book test in Geo. I don't think anyone could possible get under 90%. Everything was like in order, and in all the work we did. In gym, we did health. Boo. We watched SuperSize Me for like the 8000th time. It's funny though how many people are obese, and actually eat out there that much. That guy who had over 19000 Big Macs Is nasty. He's probablu going to die with like complete failure of everything possible.

Lunch Is Lunch.

In math we learned new stuff, with rationals and irrationals. I finally understand all the stuff that we did last class, after Mr.Cassils got Mr. Palmer to help me. And I got time to finish what I didn't get and then I got 100% on my assignment. Wahoo. In Science we did Ionic Bonding/Covalent Compounds. Tres Simple. I have to say Eric Chap. is soo hilarious. I'm glad I sit beside him. Better than Nick who doesn't talk to me at school, but does all the time outside of it.

Anyway, Here I am now, At home eating frozen yogurt tubes (grape) et tres deliciosso. Tonight we have a parent/traveller meeting for my trip. It's going to be like 2 1/2 hours long. But it will be very informative, and I'm excited to find out more.

Dad's on the phone now, so I have to do chores. Bye bye.

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 02:57:24 GMT

Today I went for my 1st out of three shopping trips to the city, to prepare for my trip to Europe (33 Days) I got, 2 pairs of jeans, 1 pair of dressy black pants, one pair of snap pants, one pair of half flare things, one skirt, one hoodie sweater thing, one collar shirt, and one blouse type thing. I still have to get shoes, a jacket, and some more tees. =)

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 04:24:00 GMT

Dance tomorrow. Maybe Sean's Going. Doubt it. Whatever. I can live without him. Jo is coming out. Im excited I haven't seen her in ages! I'm contemplating what I should wear. Oh well...I'll find something.

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 04:23:17 GMT

I have I believe 2 Favorite Olympians.

Stéphane Lambiel (figure skating)

+++++++++++++

Alexandre Despatie(diving)

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 04:05:32 GMT

What a good Valentine's Day. At lunch sean was with us for a bit while he was mic-ing his food. And I sat with him in La for the movie. He kept looking at me and giving me tic tacs. I got so many Valentines. I got one from Caity, one from Melissa (LOTR), a bag of cinnamon hearts from mel, with a winnie the poo valentine. and an elmo one from Christina. And thne Amy brought chocolate covered strawberries and gemma brought hershey kisses. I brought cookies and heart valentines. OH and Jodie gave me an arthur valentine which doubles as a sticker. It amazing =D. Alex wrote me a love letter. It made me laugh, and Rachel gave me such a sparkly valentine. There is sparkles all over. Anyway it was just such a gooood day. I got my matchmaker. Brendan Musick is my number one, and so is Jared Hancox. Scary. Tonight my mom brought home boxes of chocolates for all of us. My dad brought home dinner, and ice cream cake. Then Gemma and Amy Came over and wehad the best/funniest discussion ever. So so so so fun. After we did Target driving. Which is where you drive really fast from one streetlight to the next and then really slow. May I add in that Amy showed up with like a Japanese Headband thing. No Comment.

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 04:19:52 GMT

So tomorrow is the mighty day of love. The day when everyone celebrates the love they have with other people. This year, Valentines Day is not going to be based on a boyfriend or a love. This year is for my friends and my family, who I love more than anything. I think that Valentine's Day is just a day thats sooo commercialized it isn't even funny. I mean sure romance is beautiful, and love is beautiful but I doubt I am ever going to find it, or even want to find it. It's funny because I look at myself and I'm like "What's wrong with me? How are the "ugliest" girls, not-so-smart-girls or the very-not-funny-girls never single?" Am I really that horrible all around?

Amy just said on msn and I quote "yah well there are too many ppl out their that get hurt and its dumb.... i don't think ppl shud fall inlove cuz u only get hurt... evry1gets hurt so y bother have a one night stand and its all good" I guess they say its better to love and lose then to have never loved at all. I don't know what side I rest on. Definately not for one night stands but then yet again right now I'm so not wanting commitment, yet I want Sean Soooo BADLY! What's wrong with me? Maybe I'll hit a stroke of good luck tomorrow and clear all my confusion. Oh, would that be a gift.

But I'm really eager to get the Matchmaker results back. I usually get creepers who I have nothing in common with, or they are total drug addicts or people I wouldn't ever go out with for one reason or another. I wonder who my #1 will be this year. Maybe someone good. BAH. Maybe I'm really not worth the good guys. Maybe they're toooo good for me. Maybe I deserve those shit people those matchmakers say. Maybe I deserve nothing. All I want to know is "WHY?"
Whatever.

Happy Valentine's Day for All Those in Love with someone special.
Happy Valentine's Day for All who Are celebrating is with family.
Happy Not So Valentine's Day for those who are single.
Happy Not so Valentine's Day to Me.

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 04:26:42 GMT

I have a Visa. That's All I can say. VISA. When I'm in London we're going on the London Eye. Look that up in google. I'm excitemondo!

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 03:57:38 GMT

Hmm. I time kept tonite and I have to say that Sean is soo adorablé today he was all grumpy at the rink and I told him to smile and to be happy and he smiled at me and then stuck out his tounge in a cute way. I mean he looks at me all the time, but I'm a) not pretty so maybe i dunno hes not looking at me in awe. and b) well..i know he'll never like me. I'm not good enough for him. I want someone to let him know but I'm scared he'll stop talking to me in english. Anyway. He kept nudging me today at the rink.

Omg I watching Chris Angel and hes walking down the side of a like 30 storey building. 200 ft in the air. He's insane. he went in a wood chipper and came out in some truck, after blood came out the chipper. He totally kicks David Blaines Ass.

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 05:03:14 GMT

I'm going to copy exactly what I wrote to Jodie in a comment, parce que im too lazy to type it out again.

Kay So: -Tonight I fell in love with a total gorgeous guy who was at the Manitoba Games Pep Rally. He kept looking at me and w/e. You know how you do that thing to make sure no one else is around you so you know they are referring to you. Well it turns out I was only beside my brother's hockey team and my mom. Everytime we went to talk my third cousin (John) would interupt. I was like OMG! But he's from Gimli. Too far. Anyway.

- I might be volunteering..(spelling?) for the Manitoba Games which means I get a week off of school and get to see Mr. Hotty everyday for like a week! Oh yay! And I get to see him all sweaty. Hot. He's in it for being totally sweet at Badminton. I love ×LOVE× love badminton.

- 43 Days!

- Me and Melissa might go volunteer at a hospital or Old Folks Home. Got to get working on those scholarships. Because free school is good school. Haha.

- At the pep rally, The stony mountain Banner which my mom, Donna, Mrs. McPherson and I made. We won the best banner and A pizza party the night we arrive in Beausejour. Party On. So many hot guys are going to be there, all sweaty and good. Oh Yay!

- Brittany Lent smells.

- I'm obsessed with City Of Devils and The intro song on the new Yellowcard Cd. So ×So× So good. <33 Download it, Buy it, borrow it. Whatever. Just listen to it.

- Bye.

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 13:35:53 GMT

Well, the countdown begins to decrease and my excitement begins to increase (rapidly)! 43 days left until im overseas gobbling down fish n' chips in shakespeare-a-gogo land and then in Ach Eye Land. After Ach Eye Land I'm off to No-vowel-a-gogo Land. From No-vowel-a-gogo land I'm off to the land of the shamrocks where I'm going to kiss the Blarney Stone. I'm so excited. I've been working really hard/lots so now I pretty much have no other time to do anything. Oh well its money for me. I'm bringing all my mates back some wonderful British Chocolate! Fancy That! Like 5 1/2 weeks until I leave. That so not very much, not with my time slipping away on me so fast like it is. 16 days in Paradise. Behind 3 classes in every sebject in school. I think I'll choose my 16 days in Paradise. Maybe I'll find some very wonderful British Bloke who I can IM with all the time. You know, because they have sweet accents. I'm worried about Wales. I doubt I'll be able to understand ANYTHING other than Hi which is Hi and Tada which is goodbye. i'll just get a crap-load of dictionaries haha. Cool Beans.

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 04:20:11 GMT

Okay so, I have plans to go skating with ty, and then to do something with nick. hmm richard is ignoring me now since i asked him if hes going to the dance. Whatever. I'm battling myself when it comes to asking sean to the dance or not. Well i'll see him all this weekend and nick too so thats good. Dustins so pretty haha. I wish he actually talked to me..hes soo shy. Whatever.

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 06:13:33 GMT

I have a very very bad habit. And that habit is painting my nails, and then biting the paint off. Ew.

Me and Alex are the best Oompa Loompas EVER!

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 06:40:35 GMT

I want to listen to the rain fall in a forest.

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 06:34:55 GMT

if theres one thing that could totally make me feel relaxed, refressed and calm is..to be on the beach running my toes through the sand closing my eyes and lying in the sand listening to the waves and the seaguls in the distance. and just feeling the hot sun on my skin and then falling asleep and have the waves just trickling over my toes and wake up and the stars would be shinning and everything is silent. Ah how beautiful. I wish is was summer. <3333333 Something else that would totally relax me would be sitting on a huge rock in a huge forest humming, and listening to birds chirp and the sound of a small stream running through the forest. or sitting in a small café reading

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 05:16:17 GMT

well i had a pre calc exam today and it was so easy haha i was like done in an hour and a half and i found out i got 88% on my physics exam which im happy cuz i was soo nervous about the physics exam...but im glad thats my mark and um then i hung out at a cafe with alex, rachel and jordan for about an hour, and then we went walking and we went on swings at some little kids school and then we had a snowball fight haha waiting for the bus and i came home then went to ortho..

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 04:03:30 GMT

I just finished watching the BACHELORRRRRRRRR. Im so happy that sarah from winnipeg, and sarah the school teacher are still on there. Personally I'd like to see Sarah S stay on there till the end. I really feel bad for moana. Everyone's so mean to her. But theres 4 girls left, and that Sarah, sarah, moana and susan. Susan is like a no one in the show. I was really surprise Jehan is gone. She was so cute haha. Oh well.

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 22:27:33 GMT

o0o for the english exam we had to read a story about a young homeless guy who was trying to hard to get a trip to the "island", which we find out a little later is the prison, because winter is coming and he needs some place warm to sleep. So, in his attempts he fails about 8 times and finally In the end he gives up and as he was walking back to his park bench (his home) he hears music coming from a church, and he stops and listens. He is basically stuck to the fence listening to the mesmerizing music, and then he decides he is going to change his life around and go get a job, make money, and get off the streets. In the next minute a man asks him what he is doing there, and he replies "nothing." The homeless man turns around and it is a police, who grabs him by the arm, and says "come along then." In the end the man ends up with 3 months in a prison. Its so ironic because thats what he wanted but when he goes to change his life around he gets exactly what he wanted at first. It's kind of sad, because it showed me, that you can lose anything in a moment, an object, a loved one, or even hope.

Then we had to write an essay about whether we think "Of Mice And Men" should be banned from schools because Reform Party executive member and parent of a 14 year old says it is extremely offensive to Christian's and people of other religions because they use Biblical text like god and jesus or even goddamned. I wrote about how there are worse things that a 14 year old, or any highschool student can hear than the words God and Jesus. I got really into it. I wrote about how when you think of that novel no one thinks "Omg there were so many swears it was offensive to different religions." Everyone thinks of the friendship between Lennie and George, and the peoples personalities. I also wrote how it shows what people in the 30's were really like, and that men would never say gosh, darn or even goshdarn. I wrote how steinbeck's novels were very realistic and thats what the novel tries to show. anyway before I end up writing a whole essay for you I am going to shut up and go take a tylenol, cuz i have a fever. Good Day and Good Night to you all.

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 13:29:24 GMT

I think I might go out with you know who, but the problem is:
a) girls dont ask guys out
b) I have no idea whatsoever that he even likes me one precent.
c) He wont tell Jordan or Alex who he likes, and Alex thinks thats because he knows she will tell me, or Jordan would tell Alex who would tell me, or even Amy.
Difficile! Tres Tres Difficile.
Anyway, I am getting ready for school.
Currently : My throat is sore, My hair is drying in a towel, the dehumidifier is running, cjob is on the radio, my nails are long, and the la exam is in an hour and a half. So wish me luck.

<33333

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 03:24:00 GMT

I See: Evan and my conversation.
I Hear: Whatever's on tv.
I Smell: hand lotion.
I Taste: a&w rootbeer, the best!
I Feel: tired, and weird, cuz it 9:16 and i took a nap from 4:15 - 8:40..
I'm Wanting: um..i dont know actually...company maybe or having a heated bed.
I'm Not Wanting: to be awake.
I'm Excited About: europe. 55 days..
I'm Thinking About: going to sleep.
I'm Done: My Rootbeer..